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Train
  Overhead sheets of rain
Late day sun is hid
Bayou is all steaming wet
Streetlamps far from near.
 
Don’t let me miss that train
 
Hustling through the limbs
Stumbling towards the whine
of a deep diesel train whistle blowing
Just beyond yonder tree line
 
Don’t let me miss that train
 



Love Letter
  Good morning my loveliness
Tried not to wake you,
thought I’d write and let you rest
All is well and fine in our quiet little nest
In the corner of this urban wilderness
 
Some years ago we’d just met
Looking back oh, how could I forget?
You and those bright blue eyes and a smile that reconciled
A heart that bitter words defiled
 
This only happens when we’re far a part
I get the urge to speak from my heart
But this time, I thought ahead
This time I’ll have no regrets in case I never see you again.
 
By now I should be long gone
With random useless thoughts now coming on
Crossing the railroad lines I’ll realize I’ve left behind
(by far) the better part of life.
 
Don’t let confusion lead you on.
This aint nothing’ bad .. no nothings wrong.
And no I’m not being mean it’s just my usual routine
just thought I’d leave a letter this time.
 
Cause this only happens


Jenny
  Jenny open up your eyes,
Leave the darkness far behind.
Take a look around,
Take a little time,
Time to get used to the light
To get used to the light.

The minute you begin to see the colors
With feeling incomparable to others,
With nothing understood,
Nothing’s bad or good,
Everything is fine.

And now you’re crying,
Crying so far away from your home
Just trying to get used to the light

Jenny open up your eyes,
Leave your innocence behind
Take all the good advice you’ve learned so far in life..
Toss it to the side let’s ride.
From here the road divides…

The innocence of life is swallowed
A common thief has left you hollow
Reaching for your pureness
A master in disguise
He told you all those lies

And now you’re crying
Crying so far away from your home
Still trying to get used to the light.

Jenny open up your eyes
Choose the road that makes you wise
Some may lead you backwards
Others maybe sideways
There are boulevards and streets and lanes and highways
How will you decide

Open up your eyes Jenny
The years behind you now are plenty
You’ve had time to realize the road did not divide
You only turned aside

And now you’re crying
Crying so far away from your home
Still trying, trying so hard to make it all alone
Still trying to get used…..
To get used…
To get used…
To life.Jenny

Jenny open up your eyes,
Leave the darkness far behind.
Take a look around,
Take a little time,
Time to get used to the light
To get used to the light.

The minute you begin to see the colors
With feeling incomparable to others,
With nothing understood,
Nothing’s bad or good,
Everything is fine.

And now you’re crying,
Crying so far away from your home
Just trying to get used to the light

Jenny open up your eyes,
Leave your innocence behind
Take all the good advice you’ve learned so far in life..
Toss it to the side let’s ride.
From here the road divides…

The innocence of life is swallowed
A common thief has left you hollow
Reaching for your pureness
A master in disguise
He told you all those lies

And now you’re crying
Crying so far away from your home
Still trying to get used to the light.

Jenny open up your eyes
Choose the road that makes you wise
Some may lead you backwards
Others maybe sideways
There are boulevards and streets and lanes and highways
How will you decide

Open up your eyes Jenny
The years behind you now are plenty
You’ve had time to realize the road did not divide
You only turned aside

And now you’re crying
Crying so far away from your home
Still trying, trying so hard to make it all alone
Still trying to get used…..
To get used…
To get used…
To life.


Never Again
  I’ve had, plenty of time to wonder
Plenty of time to think
Plenty of rock hard liquor in my younger days
In and out of bar rooms mostly
Up there on the stage
But from this position I’ve learned almost everything
So why should I change?
 
And there have been times before when I’d
Forgotten there’s a God above and I
I’ll admit my doubts got the best of me.
But throughout my drinking and swearing
And times when I just stopped caring.
I’d be a fool to think that he’d forgotten me.
So why should I change?
 
Cause I’m forced to sing in the night time
Used to staring at spotlights
Used to thinking my lifestyle is such a sin
But never again..
 
Now in this hour of gladness
This moment of revolution
The time it takes to put the words to my song
I’ll send out a prayer to all you God sent entertainers
And pray that you keep hanging on
Why should we change?
 
We’re forced to sing in the night time
Used to sharing the spotlights
Used to thinking our lifestyles are such a sin
But never again.


Kerosene
  He carried kerosene in a brown bag down the street
A time when movie shows were just 5 cents
Held his school books on his shoulder in a bag
And a stick he raked across a wooden fence

Over on the other side of years gone by and by
He sits and feeds the pigeons in the park
Just this year he opened up a chapter in his life
One he never thought would surface from the dark

The line in his face says, “I’ve seen many places
I’ve seen a lot of ships go down in flames..
Seven seas in all, I’ve seen them rise and fall
Washing all my memories away”

Lately I’ve been felling weak
Seeing not quite as good as I used to see
Childhood memories they keep running after me
Late in the days when I dream
And lately that suns been beating down
Into my blood-shot eyes
And even though I can still see the lake
I can tell where it meets the sky.

The corner candy store now serves beer and wine
And several new apartments crowd the street
The movie shows are now 5 dollars and a half.
And no one on this block sells kerosene

Lucky enough for him he’s got no family to support
His wife she died and children moved away
Bout all there’s left to do in this old “brand new” town
Is just sit and watch the blue skies fade to gray.

The line in his face says, “I’ve seen many places
I’ve seen a lot of ships go down in flames..
Seven seas in all, I’ve seen them rise and fall
Washing all my memories away”



Midnight Moves
  Midnight moves closer to
This moment whatever that may mean.
I am only thinking as I often do
Wishing maybe tonight I might lay my eyes on you
 
Tonight I’m so burned out
I should be sleeping like a child
But here I go again my mind running wild
 
How can I sleep when this spirit holding me
Is giving me strength
 
Reeling me in over and over again
Back to this shallow water of my consciousness
 
The water’s growing deeper
And like a fish I swim
But I am only human
And humans do give in
 
But how can I sleep when this spirit holding me
Is giving me strength
Just knowing that I’m growing stronger and wiser every time I breathe
 
I know there are times like these when my mind is reeling
And I get that feeling of whom I could be
A cheerful giver, spirit lifter, bringer of peace
 
It’s a shame that it only happens this late at night I know
Maybe it’s just a reminder of just how far, just how far I have to go??..
 
Break down mellow out, Build up, stop?
 
How can I sleep when this spirit holding me is giving me strength?
Knowing that I’m growing stronger and wiser with every breath I breathe
And Oh at the same time I’m living so foolishly
Keeping you my secret sweet Jesus, what kind of man does that make me?



We Fell In Love
  Fascinating and holding the wine
folded white satin
three candles make perfect light

given the dark skies that lingered outside
we sipped smiling
and slipped into sweet Summer shine

that night it stormed in New Mexico
A train jumped the tracks in Berlin
and gas prices jumped up
three cents a gallon again
and we fell in love

We're free to ride horses
but some say it's better to not
they say, "Don't bother taming
what's really more pleasant to watch."
So I gave up looking
just bout the time she began
looking around for a friend and a lover, a man.

I played and sang "Sweet Emotion"
with blue-jeans a t-shirt a stain
never once thought that
me and this cute little thing
would fall in love




The Last Hour of the Day
  Time is slowing down
I can’t stand no more
Why is the last hour the longest of the day
I got some things to do
I got someone to see
Big boss man are you hearing? me?
 
I’ve been pushing? papers around with the eraser of a pencil long over chewed
Bit my last nail off right as the clock struck two
Hey man I’m bugging dude!
 
See all my life I’ve been free living free styling? now look at me in this two-piece suit
And I’ve got a woman like candy to my eyes
And I’m sick of looking at you!
 
Well it’s the last hour of the day I got to get away
I got to go right now don’t think I can wait
Big Boss man can I leave this one here till Monday.? Yeah? I thought that’s what you’d say
 
I have this fantasy
Tell me what you think
Friday afternoon at the end of the longest week
I take off early let’s say an hour or so
Pull in the driveway nice and slow
 
Open the front door fight off the Labrador
Straighten my hair with a comb
Take in a deep breath put down my brief case
And scream at the top of my lungs
 
HONEY I?M HOME!
 
Clean blue eyes and dirty blonde hair
Delicate hand of her perfume hangs in the air
Pretty high cheekbones perforated smile.
 
In come boss man in the middle of my daydream talking? bout: ?Um Yeah do you have that Davis file??



Liquid Melancholy
  Five to ten they walk on in
Heads held high as they proceed
They wave their hands (a friendly gesture there)
They sit down in front of me.
 
And I throw shots like a juggler in a freak show.
If they notice, do they care?
Does this title I’ve worked hard to achieve..
brand me the source of their disease?
 
These human beings
I stand right between them and a
Liquid melancholy wall
Another one bites the dust and another one falls
I just keep it up, until the last call.
 
All I do, is take that money
All I do is leave the wine.
And what they do, after the barter
What they do just suits me fine. ?(but please)
Don’t think that I’m trying? to bring them down (no. that aunt me)
I just fill the emptiness
That builds up around their souls (when they’ve been cheated)
By some other nemesis.



Second Street Mystery
  Once again I see you standing there
Second Street (on the left)
They skies they do look threatening
Got your new umbrella there.
All I want is to see her
Sound asleep in my bed
But words can choke these feelings so..
I’ll sit back down instead
 
So why should I waste time
tearing out these words that exist in my mind
Bottled up like wine alone, collecting dust
Waiting for a time much less dangerous
You’re a mystery I don’t even know your name
Yet I love you.. so let’s keep it that way.
 
So what do I do with this flower?
She lives in my window sill.
And if I picked her for personal pleasure
I surely would have killed
Should I throw back the shutters
And give her all I possess and take a chance on loosing?
I think I’ll save my breath.


The Well I'm Building
  Staring in full view of the vendors and venues
The carnival of parables and cowboy clichés.
Heard some more than once I.. believe I’ve heard them all
I’m un-amused, smiling, building a wall
 
Endless directions, countless corrections
Holding, molding, unfolding every day.
On a much smaller scale I feel just like Paul
I’m looking up at him the one who holds it all.
 
Diamond rings don’t cost a dime
where I’m going now we’ll get that stuff for free
I’m looking up from the well I’m building
And the light above is all that I can see
I’m looking up.
 
The world on the outside is tripping in mid-stride
Careless, selfish, and hopeless in faith.
Looking down on me but, I just shake ?me off.
I pity them I’m in fear for them, they’re only lost.
So be firm and consistent, patiently persistent
Be joyful, fruitful, be faithful and straight.
Keep on constructing keep on adding on
The bricks of instructions, the wisdom. Lessons from God.



The Junction
  Blue-grass fills the room I get there just in time
Pay the lady at the door “Mary, whiskey please.”
Time slips away

Mary seems to be just a bit depressed
Lord how can she feel this way
Look who’s on the stage:
The Coal Miner’s Daughter’s Quartet

Down in the Junction with Mary and whiskey
Everyone’s hop-skipping jumping around
You should have been there I’m sorry you missed it
She was the only one there feeling down.

The whiskey gets to me so suddenly
The walls begin to breathe
Mary’s got to work tonight
Serving whiskey beer and wine
And time slips away
And every body knows she don’t like to smile

I tried my best to cheer her up
But she aint like the rest of us you see
Smiling just aint her style

Down in the Junction with Mary and whiskey
Everyone’s hop-skipping jumping around
You should have been there I’m sorry you missed it
She was the only one there feeling down.

She’s down at the Junction






 

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